Waiting for Monday

I have a beta (blood pregnancy test) scheduled for Monday morning. I gotta be honest with you and say that I am not very optimistic. Not sure why...I don't have any signs or symptoms. If it does end up negative, I will stop the progesterone and should be able to start the process over again in another week (ultrasound). I am still believing something could change, I just am not going to get my hopes up! I need to remember this cycle almost got cancelled anyway. Prayers for Monday!